My illness was too much for you, well no I guess I should say my illness was what brought you down. There I go again, taking the blame as I always do.
You hurt all of us in the effort to torture yourself. Those multiple episodes of self flagellation effected more than your phyiscal body. Maybe it is easier to ask "which came first, the chicken or the egg?" Maybe if you had been stronger?
It doesn't matter anymore....there is no one left to blame but me. You are gone. But even so , I torment myself daily to get rid of your ghost. Maybe I am no different eh?
After all......I am the spitting image.
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